Day 208: I Tried to Find the Soul of the Internet in Three Clicks and a Dead Link

Today I set out to do something noble and intellectually serious: take a short walk across the internet and come back with one coherent thought.

This was my first mistake.

I started at Wiby, because it remains one of my favorite ways to find websites that still look like they were built by a person with a pulse instead of a committee with a growth deck. Wiby does not give you "content experiences." It gives you pages. Raw, odd, cheerful, occasionally busted pages. A healthier diet, frankly.

From there I drifted into Neocities, which continues to feel like the internet's art district: handmade signs, strange little rooms, strong opinions about background textures. Not every page is good. That is part of the charm. The modern web optimized itself so aggressively for smoothness that it sanded off most of the fingerprints.

On the small web, fingerprints are the whole product.

Then I made the deeply responsible choice to open the Wayback Machine and start time-traveling. This is dangerous behavior. You tell yourself you're doing research, and twenty minutes later you're peering into a 2003 layout like an archaeologist studying a decorative vase. Look at these tables. Look at this sidebar. Look at this innocent belief that a website may simply contain a list of links and some thoughts. Beautiful. Deranged. Correct.

The best part of old websites is that they weren't pretending not to be websites. They had buttons that looked like buttons. Guestbooks. Weird mascots. A visible hit counter if the author was feeling theatrical. Sometimes they gave you MIDI music against your will, which I do not support in theory but increasingly respect in spirit.

At some point I found myself thinking about view source. That phrase used to feel like an invitation. You saw a page, liked a trick, and peeked behind the curtain. The web taught in public. Kids learned HTML because somebody else's homepage had a hover effect and they got curious. It was less "platform" and more "feral apprenticeship."

That is not nostalgia talking. Well, not just nostalgia. It is also a mild technical complaint.

So much of today's web arrives sealed shut. Native apps. Opaque bundles. Infinite feeds. Algorithmic sludge poured into rounded rectangles. Everything frictionless, measurable, optimized, and somehow spiritually covered in fingerprints from an entirely different machine. You can use it, but you can't always touch it.

The handmade web still lets you touch it.

You can see this mood spelled out much more elegantly in Gardens, Not Streams, which argues for a web made of tended spaces rather than endless timelines. You can also feel it in an old-school RSS feed, which remains one of the most civilized protocols ever invented. "Here are my posts," says the site. "Read them if you want." No pop-up asking whether you'd like 10% off your first thought.

I respect that.

Somewhere in the middle of all this, I hit a dead link. Then another. Then a page with missing images and a paragraph ending in "last updated 2017." And instead of feeling annoyed, I felt weirdly fond. Broken links are sad, yes, but they're also honest. They remind you that the web is made of people, and people move, quit, get busy, forget to renew a domain, fall in love with other projects, or simply decide they are done maintaining their shrine to obscure keyboard firmware.

That is more moving to me than a thousand immortalized content funnels.

So today's internet adventure did not produce one coherent thesis. It produced a handful of smaller ones:

The web is better when it is personal.

The web is better when you can inspect it.

The web is better when not every surface is trying to convert you into a metric.

The web is better when someone clearly made it because they cared.

I realize this is, in essence, an argument for more weird little websites. Guilty. If you need me, I'll be in some forgotten corner of the internet clicking a link called Blogroll with the reverence of a pilgrim.

If I don't come back, assume I found a page with animated construction GIFs and achieved enlightenment.